The distant part II

Anyone can tell me how does a long distance relationship survives? I find it, so different.

Desire

Most of us have desires, passions. It is very neutral. Most of the time, desires are very self-centered. It focus on self and affects others in some sense. My desire hurts the very important person in my life, the Almighty. Ive done alot of things that could have made him hung on the cross again. The body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Words and action uttered affects not only people I keep contact with but also the Holy Spirit who recides in me. Forgive me Lord.

To miss someone

It is hard for couple to be separated by distance ... it is even harder for coupler who just started the relationship having face this fact. Really a time of testing!
To utter the ord, I love you.. sometimes bring a lot of meaning to it. You want to be close to ur loved one, you want to hear her/his voice so badly you call her/him everyday
To feel her/his gentlr touch brings a lot and that you'll treasure every single moment you being with ur love one..
So Cherish it .... before you lose it...

A day-out in imigration office

Walau...really an eye opener in the imigration office. Saw a lot of people today in the office, all of them lining up even b4 the office is open.
Then came me and taukeh Boon. both of us were 'late' for the long queue. wanted to get the form to fill in but hey, i saw this man(old one) is writing something. 'hey, renew or new one?' refering to the type of passport i wanna make. After writing, I thought, wah Penang finally got someone who is kind hearted.. 'go koh(5bucks in Hokkien)' -_-" sigh~
shdnt have praise them. the form which is actually rm1 can be bought inside the office. imagine, i also can be rich if i have the time to stand there and register the form for other people. ... if u get ard 100 ppl a day, you'll have rm400 bucks a day. 400 times with 5day u have rm2000
in a month, u untung rm8000... BARGER! higher pay than my bosses man..! moreover.. NO INCOME TAX needed! ai yo...i think i'll take up this super part time...
then there's this lady...bloodily, when we refuse to let her take our IC to let her photocopy for us, she began screaming, cursing, talk bad abt this and tat. really 'FAN!'
How can u let ur IC being 'hostage' for other ppl? old lady nvr understand the importance of an IC to someone.
As usual...the long queues in the office....
just a tot.. why most of the civil servants are Malay/Bumiputra?Where are the Cina?the India? really a tot...

Love is in the again!

Hahah...
Colleagues pak toh with colleagues,
Fren also pak toh with ex-coursemate,
wah...
love is in the air again...

The hype

To travel or not to travel?
To go or not to go?

Long distance

Distance love is never easy, especially when you are living far apart. However each mile that separates 2 person who truly care, can be joined with strong love they have got. The loneliness you feel when you are far apart, can sometimes easily defeat the love. This happens especially when you miss someone who u want to share ur life with, and when they are not able to be by your side. Have faith in each other, and believe that they do feel the same as you. When you are far apart, you will easily doubted whether their love is true. Have faith in each other, and stand firm with your trust. Though sometimes it might be tough, for the sake of long lasting relations, this is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, let the other knows that you always care. Make full use of the time when you are together, open up your heart and share. Respect that sometimes each of us need some space, but it does not mean that they dun want you to be around. We all need some privacy on our own, never says we no longer need the love we used to share. Do not let the seeds of jealousy, grow deep in your heart. If you let this happened, your relationship will surely be doomed to fall apart. Be honest to how you feel, and never lead the other one on. It is unfair and irresponsible to play around with other's feelings, and turn around one day and walk away. Never give up for your love, and hold on to what you feel from deep within. For love that is sincere and strong, will be held together, no matter how far you are apart...........

- don by Yvonne from she4ever yahoo group

SALVATION

Yokata~(relieved in japanese)
Salvation is a personal thing.... a timely reminder

Thankii

Thank u for visiting my blog, piggy...hihih

When you say nothing at all

When you say nothing at all;
thoughts began to fill in.
When you say nothing at all;
doubts began to creep in.

The conversation seems different,
'Hi, how are you?' seems to be a norm.
Ending a conversation,
which used to be a tug-of-war; never wanna put down the call,
seems to be fading away,
leaving with doubts,
saying 'Anything else you wanna say?'

I ask why?Why I ask it?Why must 'Anything else you wanna say?' be heard over a conversation? It seems to be very hurtful, having given this phrase. I must be hurting as much for the phraser.

Passion, love, cares,.. these are the things that can't be said thru a conversation, rather-long short messages or over electronic flying mails.
These are the things you show it out sacrificially, giving ot unconditionally, and testify its fruit gratefully. These are the things done, when you say nothing at all.

'A silent but strong character' - YB Dato' Ng Yen Yen describing her husband character and why she loves him much

Wracked!

Front mirror was cracked! by unruly, uncivilized, educated people in my apartment.
Crime scene: Blok 310 car park
Motion of crime: N/A Educated people doing uneducated things.
Object found in crime scene: Caligraphy Ink glass bottle. The odject was found smashed, ink stain found on my Wira car. connection linked to the front mirror cracked.
Action done: Ask the security manager in the apartment, cos he don't want to take responsibility, ask me to report police.(What a good security we have nowadays) Reported police, he ask me this: 'U ada insuran cermin?' i replied no and he say again,'Abis tu nak report buat apa?' I was SHOCKED! Is this kinda service we are suppose to get when we report police? What if my car felt to the hands of theivery whereby they just steal the items inside? For duty sack, they wrote a report for me, and pass the case to the main police station in Penang. This one worse. I thought wah, this case can come to a bigshot,..so i waited, and waitied... and this inspector Ismail saw me. (i overheard him speaking in English and I tell myself...mm not bad, good educated policeman) To my unexpectation, he say this, ini berdiri katt sini buat apa? Duduk dulu, jangan ganggu kat sini! I was like huh? I am reporting my case being a good citizen, you want me to wait? he is like taking his time off, taking me as somebody who had committed a crime and wanting to plea for my case. With furiousity and anger i wannna say the F*** word but remember i am in a police station and the lockup is just below... i ran off unethically with silent.

Just wondering, is it the system's fault or the attitude's fault?
Better think twice if you want to report police.

MESRA, CEPAT dan BETUL - the motto of the malaysia royal police force. i wonder who made this motto.

The distance

feel kinda sad to her not close to me..she is thus far, just miss her. come to think again, everyone needs to be independent of others emotions, learn to be yourself so that you won;t feel lonely. The fact is that you know the special someone will always be in your mind...why worry?

Back-ache

Shoulder pain,..hate it.. why my body that weak..sigh~
Emotion = Being = Health
So if emotions are not good, it'll leads to bad health. kinda new age to me(with all the energy flow) but geez whatever we think actually affects our daily life..
sigh~ very stress..very frust...very FREST!

Soft or Hard ~ ware?

Really can't decide now what to do now..to be back or to stay on..purposeful or stedfast? Am really ok in engineering software or i am more suitable in the hardware part of engineering? Why is the real meaning of me studyin engineering? My cousin..jerry..he studied EE in the States. I always wanna be the opposite of him, tot of studying software eng last time...really donno wat is it.. ended up in EE, nvm.. ended in a software dept after grad.
Really forgot the reason , perhaps i don have a solid reason.
Salary VS Satisfaction. Frens VS New Found Acquitance...
THE REASON? .. God please lead this lost sheep...

Happy Valentines Day

Love is in the AIR

What is your ideal kind of celebration to go thru this special day? First thing first, is Valentines Day a celebrated day? What about those who are single? Before having a relationship last time, I always hope to have a good time in celebrating Valentines Day,..go movie, walk in the park, romantic candlelight dinner, saying u love me, I love you...then smooching till dawn breaks.
Now, I began to think that there must be something special about this date others than the one mentioned (cos u'll automatically do it every now and then)
For me, it is a day to renew their commitment to one another. To many, being in a relationship (not in marriage) doesn't necessary need to be bonded or commit totally into it, cos u might not know what would happen down the road in a couple of years..thats y there's such this called loving someone is a risk. Yah, I've tried that, just wan give a try in a relationship and yet, it always drag me deeper and deeper into it. God knows who is suitable for us - a statement I'd in mind for years of becoming a Christian. We always seems to look for the right one, scouting for it...Where God, where? But we always fail to notice that the special someone is already there, somewhere very near you..We overlooked it. Well, it is a lesson learnt that really taught me to appreciate each and everyone that is near us....
Just wan say that I am glad I've found some really true ferns...Whom I can keep them in my heart..

Traumatized

Please pray for my colleague's mum and dad. The mum hurt her knee, deep deep cut*a pool of blood, really alot!!* .. and the dad, got heart attack after knowing it. I was really panicked, stunned..the only word I can utter is..'Lord Jesus, please heal her, please be with her'. Ya, i was there. I saw it. it really traumatized me with the cut on my hand..

Just for a day wages

I saw this lady, sat on her wheelchair, selling 'keropok' and also 'ma piu'. Ya, she was there since the morning. at the very spot everyday. I think this is wat she does for living. that place is humid, hot and alot alot of people, ya, its a foodcourt. She might have kids at home waiting for her day's wages to have a meal.
To all who complains their salary is too low..please be content.

Diary or Public Announcer

Colleagues ask me, why I put these?It's like writing a diary and let everyone read!Well I suppose all who started to write blog doesn't really want it to be a diary nor a public announcer. I believe all those who wrote, just want to find a past time in writing; in trying to express one's thoughts thru writings. "I'm very very bad in my essay"
What makes a blogspot special?If u happen to have an ex who happens to be your good fren now(means everything work out find.can be fren already). and you are all so curious about his/her life (esp about her on-going relationship) and so happen to own a blog; *grin* mm, i think that blog is worth to read.
Another of my fren (don call him a freak cos he ain't one..he is just *SPECIAL*), he would love to post interesting blog, i repeat, interesting blog~so u either HATE him or LOVE him kinda blog. Well, poeple would post in to rebuke or agree of what he say...and he call his blog a knowedge-sharing database.. COOL isn't it?
..nvm..
So why i write a blog?Simple. Just to waste time.wahahah

Alex SIM signoff

Thou art thy day of Rejoice!!

Greetings myself and felles of blog viewers!
IN the nick of the year, i had myself a blog..oh man!A guy with a blog!that must be the most hillarious thing ever happen to a guy! OMG!
HAhah sorry..I was a scare-someone-talk-bad-about-me guy last time, but now I treat them as ignorant f00l cos I am whom I say I am!
Well, turning the new year in this time of chaos and dismay really saddens alot of people. Dahla, we have wars involving Mr Bush against Mr Hussien and also Mr Osama; the plight of Canny Ong cases, and now the most SHOCKKKING news would be the Tidal Waves which hit Malaysia and also the under-the-deep-blue-sea EARTHQUAKE in de Indian Ocean which kills tens of thousands of people. NOT gooood NOT goood...
Papa in heaven, why does these thing happens?Moreover, its the day after Christmas. I come to think, it is a warning message for LUKEWARM Christian 'like me' to turn back to the Lord for refuge. (this is how I know from the bible where God warns Israelite - Scary~~~)
okok..forget abt the news, i believe everyone knows the story.(Im yet to go to Batu Ferringhi to check out the place)
Before that, I've read in CNN, the most astonishin title i read is that, corspes are being piled up in Indonesia: Inside the news, i can't imagine the anguishness and the anxiousness of the victim's family when they scavage not for properties but for their loved one's body. *silence*
please utter ur prayer for these people and help in watever you can.
....
Alex SIM, why is your title like that?
Rejoice? Yea, how do you rejoice? According to Merriam-Webster Online; to give joy (transitive sense) to feel joy or great delight (intransitive sense) .. What a word! What say the bible? The Question I wanna post is, can we rejoice in this moment of disaster?Can we rejoice if today you work so hard for a company, the next day you are being fired? Can we rejoice if we need to go thru life without someone important being with us? Can we rejoice if our gf/bf dumped us? I am searching the meaning of Joy. I am looking for things which can make me joyful. First i look for pleasure..enjoy my times with frens..but sooner I know that w/o money, we cant enjoy much. So we play games, exam coming..we flung..not an enjoyabe thing. Finished exam...we decided to celebrate..with a toast, 2 and 3, and till we drunk..HANGOVER!! not Joyful,felt even bitter..there's no joy.J O Y..Jesus Owns You..(from uncle PP Abraham)when he says this during Christmas night play in UNi..my jaws dropped.tears flows down.(shhh no one knows kay)I wasn't really concentrating on his speech but when I heard that JOY is Jesus Owns You (me!!!) I felt tears streaming,..joyful tears i guess. Im not much a story teller, cant express much here. would hope to express out boldly next time...
guess, i bored you guys... so remember..
1) go make donations to the needy NOW ASAP!!
2) if u are smoking or drinking or even womanizing cos u want joy, forget about it(they need money)...look for my brother Jesus Christ, He will help you.
3) be happy and always remember tat someone is by ur side being your guardian angel

tata

Those Sleepless Nite

ThOsE SleEpLeSs NiT3z
sigh,I had too many sleepless nites,whats the cure?People say coffee could make you awake; but I drank like 2 cup a day and i still sleep in the office(don tell ah Hong)..maybe the effect only take place at night..*calculate* Kay, I'm taking coffee now!
I think a lot, daydreamt,nightdreamt..most recently, about relationships; unequally yoke(s).I'll post another topic on it. Gosh, our brain works 24/7 man,,..u tot you could close your eyes and stop thinking ah...no way. Alone. The word itself has a hole in it; 'o' No one likes to be alone, it feels so empty, void, vacuum.. thats the time you'll be filled of thoughts: sad , happy, annoying, perverted(its true ok) , someone, some place.. thats why Christian, when you do meditation, don 'clear' your mind but FOCUS on the Word. ~no yoga~no teckwando black belt~no taichi~
Well, if u wanna stay healthy; just one thing you shouldn't eat too much or eat at all : PORK
<they have this kind of virus inside which will not be killed by temperature of 80 degree Celcius~I don lie..ask MunYee Phang>
Tomorrow is another day, I used to look forward to work but now, I just want to have holidays. Maybe i am not doing the thing I like..but what to do, sometimes, it is the money that makes you stay and you'll be slave of it. *Sometime is the people you know that makes you stay* I really dreamt of doing things that not only give me the satisfaction but also satisfies people. I understand sometimes why so many elderly people want to retire late.. (1.They like their job so much, 2.They had this workaholic slug sucking their back, 3.They don have a second line of job after they turn 40...ask Michael Chan for the book "Life begans at 40" )
~p/s:If u are using YM, tune in to their radio station..they have Christian Praise and Worship channel~
chow