Desire

Most of us have desires, passions. It is very neutral. Most of the time, desires are very self-centered. It focus on self and affects others in some sense. My desire hurts the very important person in my life, the Almighty. Ive done alot of things that could have made him hung on the cross again. The body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Words and action uttered affects not only people I keep contact with but also the Holy Spirit who recides in me. Forgive me Lord.

To miss someone

It is hard for couple to be separated by distance ... it is even harder for coupler who just started the relationship having face this fact. Really a time of testing!
To utter the ord, I love you.. sometimes bring a lot of meaning to it. You want to be close to ur loved one, you want to hear her/his voice so badly you call her/him everyday
To feel her/his gentlr touch brings a lot and that you'll treasure every single moment you being with ur love one..
So Cherish it .... before you lose it...

A day-out in imigration office

Walau...really an eye opener in the imigration office. Saw a lot of people today in the office, all of them lining up even b4 the office is open.
Then came me and taukeh Boon. both of us were 'late' for the long queue. wanted to get the form to fill in but hey, i saw this man(old one) is writing something. 'hey, renew or new one?' refering to the type of passport i wanna make. After writing, I thought, wah Penang finally got someone who is kind hearted.. 'go koh(5bucks in Hokkien)' -_-" sigh~
shdnt have praise them. the form which is actually rm1 can be bought inside the office. imagine, i also can be rich if i have the time to stand there and register the form for other people. ... if u get ard 100 ppl a day, you'll have rm400 bucks a day. 400 times with 5day u have rm2000
in a month, u untung rm8000... BARGER! higher pay than my bosses man..! moreover.. NO INCOME TAX needed! ai yo...i think i'll take up this super part time...
then there's this lady...bloodily, when we refuse to let her take our IC to let her photocopy for us, she began screaming, cursing, talk bad abt this and tat. really 'FAN!'
How can u let ur IC being 'hostage' for other ppl? old lady nvr understand the importance of an IC to someone.
As usual...the long queues in the office....
just a tot.. why most of the civil servants are Malay/Bumiputra?Where are the Cina?the India? really a tot...

Love is in the again!

Hahah...
Colleagues pak toh with colleagues,
Fren also pak toh with ex-coursemate,
wah...
love is in the air again...

The hype

To travel or not to travel?
To go or not to go?

Long distance

Distance love is never easy, especially when you are living far apart. However each mile that separates 2 person who truly care, can be joined with strong love they have got. The loneliness you feel when you are far apart, can sometimes easily defeat the love. This happens especially when you miss someone who u want to share ur life with, and when they are not able to be by your side. Have faith in each other, and believe that they do feel the same as you. When you are far apart, you will easily doubted whether their love is true. Have faith in each other, and stand firm with your trust. Though sometimes it might be tough, for the sake of long lasting relations, this is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, let the other knows that you always care. Make full use of the time when you are together, open up your heart and share. Respect that sometimes each of us need some space, but it does not mean that they dun want you to be around. We all need some privacy on our own, never says we no longer need the love we used to share. Do not let the seeds of jealousy, grow deep in your heart. If you let this happened, your relationship will surely be doomed to fall apart. Be honest to how you feel, and never lead the other one on. It is unfair and irresponsible to play around with other's feelings, and turn around one day and walk away. Never give up for your love, and hold on to what you feel from deep within. For love that is sincere and strong, will be held together, no matter how far you are apart...........

- don by Yvonne from she4ever yahoo group

SALVATION

Yokata~(relieved in japanese)
Salvation is a personal thing.... a timely reminder

Thankii

Thank u for visiting my blog, piggy...hihih

When you say nothing at all

When you say nothing at all;
thoughts began to fill in.
When you say nothing at all;
doubts began to creep in.

The conversation seems different,
'Hi, how are you?' seems to be a norm.
Ending a conversation,
which used to be a tug-of-war; never wanna put down the call,
seems to be fading away,
leaving with doubts,
saying 'Anything else you wanna say?'

I ask why?Why I ask it?Why must 'Anything else you wanna say?' be heard over a conversation? It seems to be very hurtful, having given this phrase. I must be hurting as much for the phraser.

Passion, love, cares,.. these are the things that can't be said thru a conversation, rather-long short messages or over electronic flying mails.
These are the things you show it out sacrificially, giving ot unconditionally, and testify its fruit gratefully. These are the things done, when you say nothing at all.

'A silent but strong character' - YB Dato' Ng Yen Yen describing her husband character and why she loves him much

Wracked!

Front mirror was cracked! by unruly, uncivilized, educated people in my apartment.
Crime scene: Blok 310 car park
Motion of crime: N/A Educated people doing uneducated things.
Object found in crime scene: Caligraphy Ink glass bottle. The odject was found smashed, ink stain found on my Wira car. connection linked to the front mirror cracked.
Action done: Ask the security manager in the apartment, cos he don't want to take responsibility, ask me to report police.(What a good security we have nowadays) Reported police, he ask me this: 'U ada insuran cermin?' i replied no and he say again,'Abis tu nak report buat apa?' I was SHOCKED! Is this kinda service we are suppose to get when we report police? What if my car felt to the hands of theivery whereby they just steal the items inside? For duty sack, they wrote a report for me, and pass the case to the main police station in Penang. This one worse. I thought wah, this case can come to a bigshot,..so i waited, and waitied... and this inspector Ismail saw me. (i overheard him speaking in English and I tell myself...mm not bad, good educated policeman) To my unexpectation, he say this, ini berdiri katt sini buat apa? Duduk dulu, jangan ganggu kat sini! I was like huh? I am reporting my case being a good citizen, you want me to wait? he is like taking his time off, taking me as somebody who had committed a crime and wanting to plea for my case. With furiousity and anger i wannna say the F*** word but remember i am in a police station and the lockup is just below... i ran off unethically with silent.

Just wondering, is it the system's fault or the attitude's fault?
Better think twice if you want to report police.

MESRA, CEPAT dan BETUL - the motto of the malaysia royal police force. i wonder who made this motto.