Do I need more reason to do this?

The marker is clear. It is not just a dream to achieve. It is when your love ones needs you but you can't be there, you can't provide. That makes it worst. Desperation is not a good word but it is what I need to do my job. It is what I need to fulfill the dreams. Dreams will be dreams unless I wake up and work towards my dream

I have decided

Finally, THIS IS IT... after a month of deliberating, I have made a decision. I know this is not a hasty one. I want to do it. I have my wife's support. She is all I need. I know I am looking into His confidence to build me up. There will be a lot of backslashes but I will go through it. I know, I can.

Looking forward to start.

Lord, is this is the right job you want me to be in? Am I glorifying you? Lord, it's a struggle to have to do coordination work on projects which isn't my job scope but as a company, everyone is looking out for each other. Please Lord, I need direction.