The MEGA salez

Mega Sales ... ... Beneficial or Marketing Strat?

Once saw this Nike shoe before Mega sales, rm 279. After Mega Sales, the price jacks up to rm 4++ (cant remember) with a discount of 40%. Whats the difference?
Another thing, Nike shoe again... this Nike shoe I saw it in perangin mall 6months ago was tagged as 'NEW ARRIVAL' in BJC in the Mega Sales. Same price..
I don't mind buying outdated stuff as long as it is cheap but come-on, don't treat us consumer like idiot!
Hahah got myself a Dr. Cardin shoe rm60. Hopefully this is not another scam.

Lonely, I'm Mr Lonely, I'm on my own...OOoo

What does it take for a relationship to stay long? No one knows? How can one couple determine to stay together till marraige? Some says they should stay together (co-habitant) to know about each other. Some says that couples should keep themselves pure before marraige. Others just tend to flock the idea of try first, think later.
Having mixed up with conservative ideas with ,modenised all-people-also-do mentality; my relationship really turns upside down.
I really do not know what is it to be in a relationship. I cares, I concerns, I try to understands but all this just not enough. It's just not satisfying!
I once being asked, you do all these out of responsibility as a bf or you really want to do it? I mean what's the difference? What is love? To sacrifies, to give all, to receive ...
What is the real love? John 3:16 - For God so love the world that He gaves His nly Begotten Son that whoever believes in Him shall not die but have eternal life What about agape love? Love between a man and a woman. What about phileo love? Love between friends / brothers.
Guess the love of God shouldn't just die there. He's always there not matter what comes into our life.

The F.O.R.C.E strikes back

Its been 2 months since the last time I pen down. How are you all, fellow readers! Just barely two months, APCO hired a few engineers... fresh grads ada, headhuntered pun ada... After a year of working, finally I got adapted to Penang, mainly because of the colleagues whom I always hang out with.. esp now when the badge which graduated from local university.. they are my age.
Tina officially left APCO today. Her leaving actually prompt alot of questions in my mind. I have always think of leaving...am always the first one to say that I am leaving soon..but now.. I am still here.. Do I want to leave?
Reasons not to leave:

• Boss treated me fairly, at least paid attention to what I said.
• Newly known colleagues are nice and can mix together.
• New rented place is cooling and nice (they have washing machine!)
• My long distance missingness illness has already been healed.

Reasons to leave:

• The only thing that really concerns me is my ability in coding. I only know how to seek help but have not really try hard enough.
• Chooi Yen.

Sigh. God, am i suppose to be in the field? Is it 2 years that you want me here? My relationship with you is very very rocky... How? Found a new church to attend. EPCC. vibrant church, young pastor. Maybe because I am not disciplined enuf. -sigh-

But anyhow, God i won't let you go from me.. never... Jesus, I love you.

F = Fruitfulness - Hosea 14:8 O Ephraim, what more have I [a] to do with idols? I will answer him and care for him. I am like a green pine tree; your fruitfulness comes from me (NIV)

The distant part II

Anyone can tell me how does a long distance relationship survives? I find it, so different.

Desire

Most of us have desires, passions. It is very neutral. Most of the time, desires are very self-centered. It focus on self and affects others in some sense. My desire hurts the very important person in my life, the Almighty. Ive done alot of things that could have made him hung on the cross again. The body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Words and action uttered affects not only people I keep contact with but also the Holy Spirit who recides in me. Forgive me Lord.

To miss someone

It is hard for couple to be separated by distance ... it is even harder for coupler who just started the relationship having face this fact. Really a time of testing!
To utter the ord, I love you.. sometimes bring a lot of meaning to it. You want to be close to ur loved one, you want to hear her/his voice so badly you call her/him everyday
To feel her/his gentlr touch brings a lot and that you'll treasure every single moment you being with ur love one..
So Cherish it .... before you lose it...

A day-out in imigration office

Walau...really an eye opener in the imigration office. Saw a lot of people today in the office, all of them lining up even b4 the office is open.
Then came me and taukeh Boon. both of us were 'late' for the long queue. wanted to get the form to fill in but hey, i saw this man(old one) is writing something. 'hey, renew or new one?' refering to the type of passport i wanna make. After writing, I thought, wah Penang finally got someone who is kind hearted.. 'go koh(5bucks in Hokkien)' -_-" sigh~
shdnt have praise them. the form which is actually rm1 can be bought inside the office. imagine, i also can be rich if i have the time to stand there and register the form for other people. ... if u get ard 100 ppl a day, you'll have rm400 bucks a day. 400 times with 5day u have rm2000
in a month, u untung rm8000... BARGER! higher pay than my bosses man..! moreover.. NO INCOME TAX needed! ai yo...i think i'll take up this super part time...
then there's this lady...bloodily, when we refuse to let her take our IC to let her photocopy for us, she began screaming, cursing, talk bad abt this and tat. really 'FAN!'
How can u let ur IC being 'hostage' for other ppl? old lady nvr understand the importance of an IC to someone.
As usual...the long queues in the office....
just a tot.. why most of the civil servants are Malay/Bumiputra?Where are the Cina?the India? really a tot...

Love is in the again!

Hahah...
Colleagues pak toh with colleagues,
Fren also pak toh with ex-coursemate,
wah...
love is in the air again...

The hype

To travel or not to travel?
To go or not to go?

Long distance

Distance love is never easy, especially when you are living far apart. However each mile that separates 2 person who truly care, can be joined with strong love they have got. The loneliness you feel when you are far apart, can sometimes easily defeat the love. This happens especially when you miss someone who u want to share ur life with, and when they are not able to be by your side. Have faith in each other, and believe that they do feel the same as you. When you are far apart, you will easily doubted whether their love is true. Have faith in each other, and stand firm with your trust. Though sometimes it might be tough, for the sake of long lasting relations, this is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, let the other knows that you always care. Make full use of the time when you are together, open up your heart and share. Respect that sometimes each of us need some space, but it does not mean that they dun want you to be around. We all need some privacy on our own, never says we no longer need the love we used to share. Do not let the seeds of jealousy, grow deep in your heart. If you let this happened, your relationship will surely be doomed to fall apart. Be honest to how you feel, and never lead the other one on. It is unfair and irresponsible to play around with other's feelings, and turn around one day and walk away. Never give up for your love, and hold on to what you feel from deep within. For love that is sincere and strong, will be held together, no matter how far you are apart...........

- don by Yvonne from she4ever yahoo group

SALVATION

Yokata~(relieved in japanese)
Salvation is a personal thing.... a timely reminder

Thankii

Thank u for visiting my blog, piggy...hihih

When you say nothing at all

When you say nothing at all;
thoughts began to fill in.
When you say nothing at all;
doubts began to creep in.

The conversation seems different,
'Hi, how are you?' seems to be a norm.
Ending a conversation,
which used to be a tug-of-war; never wanna put down the call,
seems to be fading away,
leaving with doubts,
saying 'Anything else you wanna say?'

I ask why?Why I ask it?Why must 'Anything else you wanna say?' be heard over a conversation? It seems to be very hurtful, having given this phrase. I must be hurting as much for the phraser.

Passion, love, cares,.. these are the things that can't be said thru a conversation, rather-long short messages or over electronic flying mails.
These are the things you show it out sacrificially, giving ot unconditionally, and testify its fruit gratefully. These are the things done, when you say nothing at all.

'A silent but strong character' - YB Dato' Ng Yen Yen describing her husband character and why she loves him much

Wracked!

Front mirror was cracked! by unruly, uncivilized, educated people in my apartment.
Crime scene: Blok 310 car park
Motion of crime: N/A Educated people doing uneducated things.
Object found in crime scene: Caligraphy Ink glass bottle. The odject was found smashed, ink stain found on my Wira car. connection linked to the front mirror cracked.
Action done: Ask the security manager in the apartment, cos he don't want to take responsibility, ask me to report police.(What a good security we have nowadays) Reported police, he ask me this: 'U ada insuran cermin?' i replied no and he say again,'Abis tu nak report buat apa?' I was SHOCKED! Is this kinda service we are suppose to get when we report police? What if my car felt to the hands of theivery whereby they just steal the items inside? For duty sack, they wrote a report for me, and pass the case to the main police station in Penang. This one worse. I thought wah, this case can come to a bigshot,..so i waited, and waitied... and this inspector Ismail saw me. (i overheard him speaking in English and I tell myself...mm not bad, good educated policeman) To my unexpectation, he say this, ini berdiri katt sini buat apa? Duduk dulu, jangan ganggu kat sini! I was like huh? I am reporting my case being a good citizen, you want me to wait? he is like taking his time off, taking me as somebody who had committed a crime and wanting to plea for my case. With furiousity and anger i wannna say the F*** word but remember i am in a police station and the lockup is just below... i ran off unethically with silent.

Just wondering, is it the system's fault or the attitude's fault?
Better think twice if you want to report police.

MESRA, CEPAT dan BETUL - the motto of the malaysia royal police force. i wonder who made this motto.

The distance

feel kinda sad to her not close to me..she is thus far, just miss her. come to think again, everyone needs to be independent of others emotions, learn to be yourself so that you won;t feel lonely. The fact is that you know the special someone will always be in your mind...why worry?

Back-ache

Shoulder pain,..hate it.. why my body that weak..sigh~
Emotion = Being = Health
So if emotions are not good, it'll leads to bad health. kinda new age to me(with all the energy flow) but geez whatever we think actually affects our daily life..
sigh~ very stress..very frust...very FREST!

Soft or Hard ~ ware?

Really can't decide now what to do now..to be back or to stay on..purposeful or stedfast? Am really ok in engineering software or i am more suitable in the hardware part of engineering? Why is the real meaning of me studyin engineering? My cousin..jerry..he studied EE in the States. I always wanna be the opposite of him, tot of studying software eng last time...really donno wat is it.. ended up in EE, nvm.. ended in a software dept after grad.
Really forgot the reason , perhaps i don have a solid reason.
Salary VS Satisfaction. Frens VS New Found Acquitance...
THE REASON? .. God please lead this lost sheep...

Happy Valentines Day

Love is in the AIR

What is your ideal kind of celebration to go thru this special day? First thing first, is Valentines Day a celebrated day? What about those who are single? Before having a relationship last time, I always hope to have a good time in celebrating Valentines Day,..go movie, walk in the park, romantic candlelight dinner, saying u love me, I love you...then smooching till dawn breaks.
Now, I began to think that there must be something special about this date others than the one mentioned (cos u'll automatically do it every now and then)
For me, it is a day to renew their commitment to one another. To many, being in a relationship (not in marriage) doesn't necessary need to be bonded or commit totally into it, cos u might not know what would happen down the road in a couple of years..thats y there's such this called loving someone is a risk. Yah, I've tried that, just wan give a try in a relationship and yet, it always drag me deeper and deeper into it. God knows who is suitable for us - a statement I'd in mind for years of becoming a Christian. We always seems to look for the right one, scouting for it...Where God, where? But we always fail to notice that the special someone is already there, somewhere very near you..We overlooked it. Well, it is a lesson learnt that really taught me to appreciate each and everyone that is near us....
Just wan say that I am glad I've found some really true ferns...Whom I can keep them in my heart..

Traumatized

Please pray for my colleague's mum and dad. The mum hurt her knee, deep deep cut*a pool of blood, really alot!!* .. and the dad, got heart attack after knowing it. I was really panicked, stunned..the only word I can utter is..'Lord Jesus, please heal her, please be with her'. Ya, i was there. I saw it. it really traumatized me with the cut on my hand..