Wednesday, February 23, 2005
The distance
feel kinda sad to her not close to me..she is thus far, just miss her. come to think again, everyone needs to be independent of others emotions, learn to be yourself so that you won;t feel lonely. The fact is that you know the special someone will always be in your mind...why worry?
Back-ache
Shoulder pain,..hate it.. why my body that weak..sigh~
Emotion = Being = Health
So if emotions are not good, it'll leads to bad health. kinda new age to me(with all the energy flow) but geez whatever we think actually affects our daily life..
sigh~ very stress..very frust...very FREST!
Emotion = Being = Health
So if emotions are not good, it'll leads to bad health. kinda new age to me(with all the energy flow) but geez whatever we think actually affects our daily life..
sigh~ very stress..very frust...very FREST!
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Soft or Hard ~ ware?
Really can't decide now what to do now..to be back or to stay on..purposeful or stedfast? Am really ok in engineering software or i am more suitable in the hardware part of engineering? Why is the real meaning of me studyin engineering? My cousin..jerry..he studied EE in the States. I always wanna be the opposite of him, tot of studying software eng last time...really donno wat is it.. ended up in EE, nvm.. ended in a software dept after grad.
Really forgot the reason , perhaps i don have a solid reason.
Salary VS Satisfaction. Frens VS New Found Acquitance...
THE REASON? .. God please lead this lost sheep...
Really forgot the reason , perhaps i don have a solid reason.
Salary VS Satisfaction. Frens VS New Found Acquitance...
THE REASON? .. God please lead this lost sheep...
Happy Valentines Day
Love is in the AIR
What is your ideal kind of celebration to go thru this special day? First thing first, is Valentines Day a celebrated day? What about those who are single? Before having a relationship last time, I always hope to have a good time in celebrating Valentines Day,..go movie, walk in the park, romantic candlelight dinner, saying u love me, I love you...then smooching till dawn breaks.
Now, I began to think that there must be something special about this date others than the one mentioned (cos u'll automatically do it every now and then)
For me, it is a day to renew their commitment to one another. To many, being in a relationship (not in marriage) doesn't necessary need to be bonded or commit totally into it, cos u might not know what would happen down the road in a couple of years..thats y there's such this called loving someone is a risk. Yah, I've tried that, just wan give a try in a relationship and yet, it always drag me deeper and deeper into it. God knows who is suitable for us - a statement I'd in mind for years of becoming a Christian. We always seems to look for the right one, scouting for it...Where God, where? But we always fail to notice that the special someone is already there, somewhere very near you..We overlooked it. Well, it is a lesson learnt that really taught me to appreciate each and everyone that is near us....
Just wan say that I am glad I've found some really true ferns...Whom I can keep them in my heart..
What is your ideal kind of celebration to go thru this special day? First thing first, is Valentines Day a celebrated day? What about those who are single? Before having a relationship last time, I always hope to have a good time in celebrating Valentines Day,..go movie, walk in the park, romantic candlelight dinner, saying u love me, I love you...then smooching till dawn breaks.
Now, I began to think that there must be something special about this date others than the one mentioned (cos u'll automatically do it every now and then)
For me, it is a day to renew their commitment to one another. To many, being in a relationship (not in marriage) doesn't necessary need to be bonded or commit totally into it, cos u might not know what would happen down the road in a couple of years..thats y there's such this called loving someone is a risk. Yah, I've tried that, just wan give a try in a relationship and yet, it always drag me deeper and deeper into it. God knows who is suitable for us - a statement I'd in mind for years of becoming a Christian. We always seems to look for the right one, scouting for it...Where God, where? But we always fail to notice that the special someone is already there, somewhere very near you..We overlooked it. Well, it is a lesson learnt that really taught me to appreciate each and everyone that is near us....
Just wan say that I am glad I've found some really true ferns...Whom I can keep them in my heart..
